“God isn’t going to give me what I want if I keep making the wrong decisions, and I think I've had to lose everything to recognize what I have.” Everything else is just trivial.” He was separated from his life partner, “until can get his shit together or I can get him to go to rehab.” “More than anything, it's the only thing that keeps me happy. 'It's my only real passion in life, to be honest,” he said.